i was all ready and psyched up today to actually resign. after having debated for a solid two weeks on whether to actually leave this job in favour of more money, and certainly harder work, i made up my mind. i composed the letter, and then my boss doesn't show up in the office today. damn! so i wait. wait until tomorrow, or the next, or whenever he decides to show his face.
i need courage. i feel like the cowardly lion form the wizard of oz [curious how life does indeed imitate the wizard of oz!]. i had courage today, but tomorrow? who knows what i'll have tomorrow. i am mentally spent from it all, which is good, as i will be sort of numbed to all of the emotion of it all. i called the new job and told them that my acceptance letter was on it's way, and i intend to re-start the monday after thanksgiving. how soon is that?! no time off in between. of course, that is assuming i don't get a counter offer. i won't. they can no longer afford me.
tomorrow, E and i babysit for the first time. that should be fun. E is so excited. i am not about to bear a child for this man. no way.
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