nightmares on travis st.

last night i saw three nightmares which have had me trying to over-analyse them all day. in the first nightmare on travis street, i woke up with this guy standing over me in the dark with a chef's knife. i grabbed a knife to fend him off, because there happened to be a knife rack hanging conveniently next to my bed, due to all of the cooking i do in my bed in the middle of most nights. all i could manage to grab was a serrated bread knife. what a fag, right? anyway, he chased me and stabbed me in my left pec and shoulder. luckily he's a friend of mine or i'd call him and ask why the hell he wants to stab me to death. this is the second time i dreamed this same dream in a week.

nightmare on travis treet part two opened with me riding my bike in the rain to visit E, who happened to live out in the boonies. the route to his house seemed very dejà vu, too. anyway, it was seven:forty in the evening and i was supposed to be to his house before eight o'clock because he was leaving to get a massage. [i was panicked he'd get a happy ending with it. can you say insecure?] i took several detours on the way: riding through a bar in the middle fo the road; riding through someone's living room; and wound up disturbing a swarm of bees. of course they attacked me and i could feel them landing on me and stinging me. scared the hell out of me. but it was sort of like a cartoon, these bees, except they never made the shape of an arrow as they chased me.

nightmare part three the return of the bees: i was immobile in a hospital bed and an angry a bee kept coming to sting me and i only had a small white towel to try to kill it with. between you and i, the towel was unmistakeably similar to the cum rags i keep handy chez moi. what could that mean?

as a seperate weekend side-note, up until last night i thought i had seen the worst play ever. then i went to see making porn at teatro dallas. oh, sure, seeing all of those penises up close and almost personal was great. there was even a real honey in cast, but it was not matthew rush. matthew rush has other talents than acting. you know what i'm talking about.